I'm only HUMAN!!!!!

[<<\\\LordMihnea///>>]

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Kyber's squire duration 3 months
Thread Started on Oct 29, 2005, 12:39am
Thread Started on Feb 7, 2006, 6:19am
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Lord's squire duration 4 months
Thread Started on Jan 2, 2006, 4:51am
Apr 14, 2006, 7:16pm

Now let me explain to you fellow camarades and fellow High Council members the curent situation. Ive been dynamicly being a good boy FOR ABOUT 4 STINKIN MONTHS, yes yes yes i know i was the most corupted desperado bla bla bla. I take it upon myself to say THAT I HAVENT DISAPOINTED YOU IN AND WAY, NOW HAVE I?
I almost payed 100 us-fukin-d just to improve our private server life. Ive been social, i got to know you, ive sacrificed my time and effort for the benefit of istari... I wouldve DONATED MY FRIKIN BLOOD IF I HAVE TOO. All the time ive politly asked for the vote poll regarding my full member ship ive been told " patience x 100000 times". Its been 4 months now, soon im starting school again and il have to be more concentrated on my study. Up until this moment you ppl havent manedged to figure out how worthy i am (even if its not for me me me to decide, Chaotica *btw ty for calin me a fag behind my back, a true mark of brother hood and respect*). "Some people" even said Kyber had to wait more then me and "he had a clean record", and just to make it worse " i should be happy to be just a squire"... I think that at some point I made up for all the bad things a did in my past! and i think that at some point i should be at least apriciated once in a while! And i dont think at some point when i hear the news on global mu and get bored of a deserted server runed on a laptop made on a sinkin chinese boat by low labour children and decide to pk and not give a shit since we are coming back to global that MR AGM SHOULD BITE MY HEAD OF PREPARING A FULLY DEVELOPED UNIVERSITY PROJECT SHOWING WHAT A BAD PERSON I CAN BE!. Ive asked you how can i be a better member and become a full member faster! You said i was doing all the right things and that there is nothing else to do but to wait... and so ive waited waited waited and fukin waited some more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im about to reach the sum of 5 months soon... so its either a matter of seeing how much i can stay under this presure or simply to make fun of me on how pathetic i can be orrrrrr not intending to make me a full member at all and just laugh in assembly thinking that uve made a notorious person like me beg u to be a full breed when in my past i couldnt care less bout others!!

Well ive said all that is in my mind! Hope you will reflect on my deep 100% honest words!

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-Kyber sorry for including u in this example i do not have anything againts you, in fact I respect you more then ever and admire you for being a mature and intectual person.

- Hunter while i went to global Olli gave me the Cs+7+12+skill u gave to him as a gift. I believe that since things are coming back to normal you should come and meet me as soon as posible so i can give u ure wepon back.
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Mihnea Ghiculescu

[mattdude]

You were a very nice person, just sometimes got a bit too excited.

But it doesn't matter how long you're squire for, really doesn't, you're still part of Istari either way. (If it makes you happy, i was squire for more then 3months lol)

Gl.

[Andy]

u really didn't need to pay for the private lol . u were funny and a good mate but u still done a big mistake, but i can't juge u and i can't say anything else to u than gl and i hope to cya in game

[Elminster]

Your current attitude only tells me we were right in waiting. Grow up a little bit and maybe then ur ready for a guild like Istari. You insulting the admin of private server just because u are leaving shows what kind of person u are.
Yes, imo u were doing alright till now, prolly u wouldnt wait much longer, 2 3 weeks tops maybe. But now well lets say u blew it, and since u still think u can insult anyone u want, well then u dont use our tag and u can do watever u want. Problem is u dont respect other ppl, and Istari is all about respect. We are not Mormons if someone insult me i will make him feel like peanut squashed by an elephant. I know how to verbal insult too, i just chose not to unless provoked. Being ksed or pked is not reason enough.

For all to know these are the reasons i boot u:

1º) Verbal Gonorrea (especialy at Ad chat, wtf u were thinking).
2º) Ignoring an Order from an High Council Member.
3º) Ksing earlier wtihout any reason.
4º) You seem not to understand our ways and still come wtih excuse u waiting too long to be full member. Well i say thank god we waited, i can see now u didnt change that much.


I dont understand why u want enter Istari since we dont allow everything u like to do in game. You like to anoy ks pk hack scam and insult ppl. We dont allow that. You should start looking for a guild that like those kind of things, i'm sure they will be friendly towards u.

Good Luck and have fun.

[Piggles]

Mihnea, let me explain this in the form of a metaphor.
You and your former bad deeds are a rip-current. Istari and its members are the shore/land. In the past you went along with little resistance to this rip-current. Istari came along and threw you a long rope, trying to pull u toward shore. You could either help yourself and hold tight to the rope as we tried to pull you in, or u could let the rope slip... little by little. You helped yourself by making some friends here, but you let the rope slip with ur endless PKing (when we told you to clear ur pk, you took months to do it instead of days or weeks), your spamming, and your resistance to authority. In Global, there have been nights where you just wouldnt stop spamming. I'd yell in all caps, "LORD!!!! STFU!!! STOP SPAMMING!!!" and you know how you'd respond? More spamming; completely ignoring me. I'd have to put a book in front of the bottom of my screen so I wouldnt have to read every green text i saw, not knowing if someone was trying to talk to me. I then made a post about it in Dragons Tavern ( istariguild.proboards36.com/index.cgi?board=general&action=display&thread=1142403999 ). 2 days ago, on private server, I told you not to spam in ADS. 2-3 minutes later you call Smurf guild hackers, right in the ADS chat. How do you think we felt about that? You deliberately disobeyed me (btw, thanks for finally noticing im the AGM) and ended up making Istari ashamed to be associated with someone who cannot follow simple server rules, and you do so right in plain sight for everyone on the server to see. It doesnt matter that it was in private server; we guild people, not characters. I thought i made it obvious that i wasnt a fan of you, but you chose (note the word "chose") not to fix this. Ive been here since elm founded istari, and i have a pretty good idea (to put it lightly) what he has in mind as far as our 'image' goes. Why you would ignore me when i tried to correct you on such things is beyond me. While you did show the will to be pulled to shore, you kept letting the rope slip on your own accord.

With the rip-current we were working with, you had to keep a strong grip if you wanted to make it to shore. It does no good for us to pull if you dont keep hold.

[kyber]

Well i cant say that you didnt dig yourself into this hole...you used a bulldozer to do it
shame, I was hopeing you'd get your act together......guess not